Thursday, December 27, 2012
Tell Me How
I've already uttered a million apologies
spent my time searching for necessities
when will I find that perfect recipe
to cure all the tears that I never see.
Looked up in the sky & knelt down below
raised my hands to highest I can bestow
forgiveness, forgiveness, I search for my soul
speak to me, assure my own sorrow
If it isn't too late to change then please tell me how
how to change my mistakes before it destroys the now
before the world ends and there I announce
That it's too late to change, it ends with a bow.
Friday, September 14, 2012
Wala ng Iba
Ano ang dapat na gawin,
kapag naubos na ang sasabihin,
magpapadala ba sa buhos ng damdamin
o dadamahin na lang lambing ng hangin?
Mga araw ay lumilipas na marahan
walang ibang nais kundi ika'y mahagkan
pag-ibig na ito, ano kaya ang patutunguhan?
Aabot kaya tayo sa walang hanggan?
Hawakan mo aking mga kamay.
Samahan mo ako sa 'king paglalakbay.
Ikaw ang nais makasama sa buhay.
Pag-ibig ko'y iyong tinataglay.
Kung akala mo ika'y nag-iisa.
Nasa likod mo ako, itutulak kita.
Tutulungan kitang tumayo.
Hinding-hindi ako lalayo.
Wag kang mag-alaala, hindi kita iiwan.
Hindi ipagpapalit kahit kanino man.
Kahit na madaming may dating at mayaman.
Tandaan mo, ikaw lang magpakailanman.
Kung ang kamay mo'y nanlalamig sa kaba,
wag na wag kang mag-aalala
Hawak-kamay, sasamahan kita.
Saan ka man dalhin ng tadhana.
Wag kang mag-alala, ikaw lang talaga.
Ikaw lang talaga, wala ng iba. :)
kapag naubos na ang sasabihin,
magpapadala ba sa buhos ng damdamin
o dadamahin na lang lambing ng hangin?
Mga araw ay lumilipas na marahan
walang ibang nais kundi ika'y mahagkan
pag-ibig na ito, ano kaya ang patutunguhan?
Aabot kaya tayo sa walang hanggan?
Hawakan mo aking mga kamay.
Samahan mo ako sa 'king paglalakbay.
Ikaw ang nais makasama sa buhay.
Pag-ibig ko'y iyong tinataglay.
Kung akala mo ika'y nag-iisa.
Nasa likod mo ako, itutulak kita.
Tutulungan kitang tumayo.
Hinding-hindi ako lalayo.
Wag kang mag-alaala, hindi kita iiwan.
Hindi ipagpapalit kahit kanino man.
Kahit na madaming may dating at mayaman.
Tandaan mo, ikaw lang magpakailanman.
Kung ang kamay mo'y nanlalamig sa kaba,
wag na wag kang mag-aalala
Hawak-kamay, sasamahan kita.
Saan ka man dalhin ng tadhana.
Wag kang mag-alala, ikaw lang talaga.
Ikaw lang talaga, wala ng iba. :)
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Life is Ironic
Life is ironic.
We love those that hurt us.
We hurt those that love us.
We keep the words worth saying.
We say words of no meaning.
We keep the words worth saying.
We say words of no meaning.
We lie when truth is supposed to be said.
We speak the truth when we have to lie.
We make it seem that wrong is right.
We punish those who are right to honor wrong.
We feel alive when we bleed.
We feel dead when we don’t.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Lessons
I'm searching too deep.
The key is on the surface.
Make it bigger in time.
Be swallowed by its roughness.
Take it easy, live it simply.
Go on one step at a time.
Don't be in a rush.
Listen to the wind.
Hush, Hush.
The world speaks its beauty.
Listen to it carefully.
Find peace in wars.
The battlefield is in your heart.
Don't be afraid to fight.
Justice is on your side.
You already know what is right.
Be ready for the spot light.
Sniff in little changes.
Take all the little chances.
Welcome it with embraces.
Seasons change, different faces.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Malalang Kalokohan
Ako'y naiinis, hindi dahil sa mahal ang patis.
Ako'y naaasar hindi dahil sa mungkahi ni Baltazar.
Anong bumabagabag sa lawak ng kaisipan?
Iisang dahilan, pangalan mo lamang.
Anong nakaliligaya sa bawat pagsilip ng liwanag?
Iisang pag-asang, sa piling mo ay mapanatag.
Anong kasinungalingan ang sumagi sa katauhan?
Pag-ibig na hirang, isang malaking katangahan.
Anong umanib sa talas ng pang-unawa?
Natutong tumula, tinuring na malaya.
Bakit hindi ko matanggap-tanggap?
Wala namang pagsusing ganap.
Bakit naiwan sa isipan?
Malalang kalokohan.
Anong Mapapala?
Sana araw-araw akong nakakagala,
para kahit buong araw ako magsalita,
wala masyadong makakahalata.
Sana walang matang mapanghusga,
ng di maduwag ilabas ang tunay na mukha.
Gustong-gusto kitang pagsalitaan ng masama,
isang masamang-masamang tang-'na.
Wala naman ako sa lugar para magmura,
di naman tamang malaman mo pa.
Kaya sa isip ko ako'y aapula,
sisigaw at iiyak ng walang pagsawa.
Ni hindi ko nga alam anong mapapala,
alam ko lang ay magmumukhang tanga.
Pero bakit patuloy sa paghanap sa wala,
bakit binabalik ang lumipas na pagsinta.
Isip ko'y pagod na sa pagluha,
ang labi'y ngawit na sa kakatawa.
Mga mata'y di na kayang ikahiya,
takot lang akong dumilat sa wala.
para kahit buong araw ako magsalita,
wala masyadong makakahalata.
Sana walang matang mapanghusga,
ng di maduwag ilabas ang tunay na mukha.
Gustong-gusto kitang pagsalitaan ng masama,
isang masamang-masamang tang-'na.
Wala naman ako sa lugar para magmura,
di naman tamang malaman mo pa.
Kaya sa isip ko ako'y aapula,
sisigaw at iiyak ng walang pagsawa.
Ni hindi ko nga alam anong mapapala,
alam ko lang ay magmumukhang tanga.
Pero bakit patuloy sa paghanap sa wala,
bakit binabalik ang lumipas na pagsinta.
Isip ko'y pagod na sa pagluha,
ang labi'y ngawit na sa kakatawa.
Mga mata'y di na kayang ikahiya,
takot lang akong dumilat sa wala.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Baboy ka ba?
Mangmang na masaya o matalinong lumbay ang kasama?
Saang panig ka nga ba dapat na sumangga?
Ni hindi ka nga makakita sa dilim.
Ni hindi mo nga magawang kumapit sa patalim.
Anong inaasahan mong iyong marating?
Isang paraisong wala ng pagluhang darating?
Kung sampalin kaya kita ng pagkalakas-kalakas,
kung buhusan kaya kita ng tubig na nagniningas,
maramdaman mo kaya lahat ng kapaitan?
makita mo kaya ang pagtangis ng katotohanan?
Bagamat ang katotohan ay isa ng kasinungalingan,
at ang kasinungalingan ang naging katotohanan,
ang tatsulok ay hindi na tamang baliktarin,
landas nito'y dapat ng itama at tuwirin.
Saang panig ka nga ba dapat na sumangga?
Ni hindi ka nga makakita sa dilim.
Ni hindi mo nga magawang kumapit sa patalim.
Anong inaasahan mong iyong marating?
Isang paraisong wala ng pagluhang darating?
Kung sampalin kaya kita ng pagkalakas-kalakas,
kung buhusan kaya kita ng tubig na nagniningas,
maramdaman mo kaya lahat ng kapaitan?
makita mo kaya ang pagtangis ng katotohanan?
Bagamat ang katotohan ay isa ng kasinungalingan,
at ang kasinungalingan ang naging katotohanan,
ang tatsulok ay hindi na tamang baliktarin,
landas nito'y dapat ng itama at tuwirin.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Buhay
Ikaw ba'y tunay na malaya?
Nasuri mo na ba ang buhay ng walang pagsala?
Isip mo ba'y hindi nababalot ng hiwaga?
Mata mo ba'y bukas sa bagong diwa?
Ang buhay kung hindi nasuri ay walang halaga.
Ang isip kung nagmula sa iba ay napakatanga.
Kung mabubuhay ka gamit ang paa ng iba,
layunin ng buhay, makita mo kaya?
Daanang nilalakaran, saan kaya mapupunta?
Alam mo ba kung saan ka magiging masaya?
Kaligayahan nga ba tunay na paksa?
Ang mabuhay nga ba ay ang paglaya?
Mapapagod ka lang sa iyong paghahanap.
Kaligayahan ay hindi ang siyang dahilan,
kung bakit sa buhay ay nagpapa-agos na lamang.
Katotohanan ay gawa-gawa lamang at ang buhay ay tunay na walang laman.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Panaginip
Sa paglalakbay ng diwa sa kalawakan,
doon sa kay layo matatagpuan,
mga pang-unawang di malimut-limutan,
mga imahinasyong bumabalot sa katauhan.
Sa pagbagsak ng talukap, sa pagbukas ng isipan,
doon maglalakbay sa mundong walang hanggan.
Doon napag-isip-isip isang malaking kaibahan,
anong layo ng panahon, pagkakataon at lupang tinahanan.
Sa bawat hampas ng alon, sa dagat ng kawalan,
abot tanaw ng tingin, isla ng kababalaghan,
buuin sa isip, isang magandang larawan,
isang gabing kabilugan ang buwan.
Naglalayag ang diwa ng umiidlip,
katotohanan ba? O isang panaginip?
Sa pagbasag ng liwanag sa gabing madilim,
naulilang isipan muli ng gumising.
Sa pagsilip ng liwanag,
mamaalam sa mundo ng mga duwag.
Iwanan ang mga panaginip,
sa tunay na mundo'y maglayag.
doon sa kay layo matatagpuan,
mga pang-unawang di malimut-limutan,
mga imahinasyong bumabalot sa katauhan.
Sa pagbagsak ng talukap, sa pagbukas ng isipan,
doon maglalakbay sa mundong walang hanggan.
Doon napag-isip-isip isang malaking kaibahan,
anong layo ng panahon, pagkakataon at lupang tinahanan.
Sa bawat hampas ng alon, sa dagat ng kawalan,
abot tanaw ng tingin, isla ng kababalaghan,
buuin sa isip, isang magandang larawan,
isang gabing kabilugan ang buwan.
Naglalayag ang diwa ng umiidlip,
katotohanan ba? O isang panaginip?
Sa pagbasag ng liwanag sa gabing madilim,
naulilang isipan muli ng gumising.
Sa pagsilip ng liwanag,
mamaalam sa mundo ng mga duwag.
Iwanan ang mga panaginip,
sa tunay na mundo'y maglayag.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Buti Na Lang
Buti na lang malawak ang bakuran.
Para sa isang batang walang muwang,
daig pa nito ang kalawakan,
punung-puno ng kahiwagaan.
Buti na lang maraming kalat na laruan.
May karton, may gulong, may mga dahon.
Pwede ng maglaro ng bahay-bahayan,
mayroon pang sasakyan at lutu-lutuan.
Buti na lang musmos pa lamang.
Hindi pa alam ang tunay na kaginhawaan.
Sa mumunting bagay ay naliligayahan.
Sa kaunting kayamanan ay tiwalang lubusan.
Ngunit paano kung dumating ang panahon,
kamusmusa'y unti-unting mapaparam.
Mamumulat na sa katotohanan.
Mundo'y puno pala ng kahirapan.
Ngunit paano kung dumating ang pagkakataon,
malawak na bakuran ay maging maliit na tahanan,
kalat na laruan ay maging basurahan,
gigising sa katotohanang puno ng kapaitan.
Buti na lamang at musmos pa lamang,
sa nalalabing panaho'y maipaaalam,
na sa bawat umaga'y mayroong gabi,
at sa bawat saya'y mayroong pighati.
Farther
I'm here. You're there.
I do this. You do that.
I live a morning life.
You prefer the night life.
I stayed at home.
You went out.
I remained in the same place.
You traveled a distance.
I live an old-fashioned life.
You live in a modern world.
Though one text away,
Though one call is all it takes.
One 'hello' could make a day,
but still, it's distance-decay.
Every millimeter, or centimeter,
or just a meter, a kilometer.
It adds up to miles and miles,
heated by broken smiles.
It became farther and farther.
Worlds apart and more further.
Take Me
Pull me away from reality.
Take me somewhere far.
You could bring me anywhere.
Somewhere where there's no war.
Pull me away from reality.
Take me away from this world.
I need to see a different beauty.
Some place in my fantasy.
Pull me away from reality.
Take me wherever you are.
All my life, I've been waiting.
To meet the life I've been chasing.
Pull me away from reality.
Take me to another world.
Give me some kind of dreamland.
Everywhere wherever you are.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Hindi Makatulog
Kung kailan gabi at handa ng humimbing,
Doon sasambulat lahat ng dapat gawin.
Kung kailan nakapikit at daigdig ay kay dilim,
Doon mapapaisip ng mga bagay na kay lalim.
Sa buong panahong mata'y nakadilat,
Hindi lubos maisip kung paano uubusin ang oras.
Sa buong panahong nakatayo't naghahanap,
Tsaka nakatunganga at walang mahagilap.
Kay lalim na ng gabi ngunit diwa'y gising pa din.
Nag-aamba na ang liwanag, nagpapaalam na ang dilim.
Nagtatalo na sa isip, anong marapat na gawin?
Humiga at pumikit, umaasang mahihimbing.
Isang Manunulat
Susulat ako ng susulat
hanggang sa mapudpod ang panulat.
Susulat ako ng susulat
hanggang sa ang isip ay mamulat.
Ito ang panata ng isang manunulat.
Mag-usig at sumuri,
katotohana'y isambulat.
Ito ang panata ng isang manunulat.
Mag-isip at isaisip,
damdami'y isiwalat.
Friday, March 23, 2012
Tadhana
Pwede ko bang ulit-ulitin?
Isang araw sa buhay natin.
Araw na nasilayan.
Isang bituin sa kadiliman.
Sino bang mag-aakala?
Tulad mo'y makikilala.
Mundo ko'y nagambala.
Napuno ng pagpapala.
Ilang beses kang tinitigan.
Hindi tarok sa kaalaman.
Itinadhana ng kapalaran.
Na makilala ng lubusan.
Pwede ko bang ulit-ulitin?
Isang araw sa buhay natin.
Itinadhanang masalubong.
Sa buhay na parang gulong.
Kahit ulit-ulitin pa.
Sa isipa'y nakatala.
Bawat detalye ng pagkikita.
Pagtatagpo ng tadhana.
Tadhana ang nagtakda.
Tadhana ang nagpakawala.
Tadhana din ang magpaalala.
Tadhana na ang bahala.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
A Picture in my Memory
Sitting by a summer afternoon.
Flash back starts just too soon.
Now I'm back to the day, I was sitting there.
Waiting for you, just as you dare.
Then you came by, you're walking slow.
Hiding a smile, put my head low.
Sitting next to me, I just feel the power.
What a lovely thing, I wish time is slower.
You're a picture in my memory.
My winning piece of photography.
Sitting there, so close to me.
A memory I love to see.
I stare at you as you look far.
I look at you, just like a star.
Those bright eyes, those lovely lashes.
Those pink lips, those hands of touches.
You smile to the world, you tap the benches.
You're the most perfect art, I've seen for ages.
Those skin of ivory, those arms of the lovely.
I can feel the power, your spell over me.
You are a picture in my memory.
My winning piece of photography.
Being there, so close to me.
Don't be just a memory, be my reality.
Change
Change.
Yes, people change.
I see you changing.
Little by little.
By the environment you live in.
By the people you talk to.
By the people you talk to.
I want to save you from changing.
But what else can I do.
It's your life.
It's your choice.
Who am I to you?
Do you still see me?
Do you know that I still exist?
I am no one.
Not even a part of your world anymore.
Not even included in your decisions.
Not even a single dot in your mind.
Not even a single space in your heart.
But I want to save you.
I want to save the person I used to know.
I don't want to be a stranger in your world.
As I look at you and you walk passed me.
Staring at you but your staring at the world.
As if you own it. As if it won't leave you.
-Unfinished Poem-
Actions are blurry.
Words are clear.
But words can be lies,
and actions can be signs.
-an unfinished poem-
Hanging On
Because I don't want to burst into tears,
I'm gonna stare at a blank page.
Think of happy thoughts,
Open my eyes wide awake,
Tell myself that I am strong.
I can take a little more.
I can do something better.
I find it hard to live alone,
though I thought leaving is better.
I'm not really sure of what I've done wrong,
For you to make me feel like hanging on.
That One day
There I was alone again.
Seeing shadows at corner's end.
Mumbling words I never mean.
Sick of laughing, tired of tears.
Feels like making both ends meet.
Bottle every little bit.
Reminisce old memories.
Practice all the lovely beats.
Swaying, dancing with the wind.
Seeing fairies and pixie dust.
Blooming flowers of deity's love.
Magic, magic, here I come.
Enchanted one I have become.
Overcome the mindless blows.
Blowing blossoms on my windows.
Chasing fireflies on my way.
Then I saw you that one day.
That one day you took my breath away.
Disorganized
Tinkling bells. Running shells.
Starry night. Flickering lights.
Flashing cars. Twinkling stars.
Writing notes. Dancing tones.
Heart beats fast.
Memories last.
Trains at speed.
Take a heed.
Hold my hand.
Hug me tight.
My mind says.
I'm disorganized.
I missed you so much.
I just realized.
"I am"
I am a writer.
A dream maker.
A fancy lover.
A hopeful daughter.
I am a dancer.
A graceful waiter.
A lovely thinker.
A powerful master.
I am a poet.
A perfect sonnet.
A singer without melody.
A rhyme without symphony.
I am a painter.
A wonderful artist.
A passionate photographer.
A dramatic romanticist.
I am everything.
Every little bit of a sun beam.
I am everything.
The world, the life, as it may seem.
Live life as it is.
Live life as it is.
We are just strangers,
We are just strangers,
passing and exploring this mysterious world.
Finding our way out.
Finding our way out.
On our journey to search for the door,
the door to heaven where we are destined to be.
Eternity awaits us.
Eternity awaits us.
For the God of all prepared a home,
a home of peace and never-ending love;
The darkness disappeared,
A life full of hope and mercy and grace.
In the house of the Lord,
In the house of the Lord,
where everything is more precious than gold,
better than diamonds, than jade,
ruby and any other stones.
Happiness overflowing.
The darkness disappeared,
light filled the place.
The Messiah is here!
The Messiah is here!
Save Me
I don't know where to go.
I'm lost again in the shadows.
I've got nowhere to run.
Little by little I'm being swallowed.
Don't know if I'm happy or not.
I don't know if I can or cannot.
Feels like you're the only one.
You're the only hero.
On the surface, I know I can.
But deep within, why, I just can't.
Save me now, sooner or later.
Or will you be totally gone forever.
War with the Wind
Don't dare find me when I'm hiding.
Don't dive deep when the waves are splashing.
Feel the wind, blowing with rage.
It's cold. It's cruel. It won't change.
Don't push through.
Danger is about to come.
Build your defenses.
War I have become.
The storm is approaching, the sea is calm.
The moon is hiding, the stars are falling.
The day is fading, the night has come.
The darkness has covered, the entirety of the sun.
I warned you.
War of the winds is about to blow.
You can feel the power.
It will be taking you low.
Free yourself or conquer the wind.
Feel the breeze or cover within.
Let it take you high or let it pull you low.
The wind is coming, an invisible show.
Give me wings
Give me wings.
I want to fly,
Up in the sky,
far far away from reality.
Give me wings.
Let me fly.
Break the chains,
free me now.
Give me wings.
Make me fly.
Push me through.
Give me life.
Give me wings,
so I can fly.
Spread the guts,
aiming high.
Better Together
You two are better together.
Better together; together forever.
Like rhythm and melody,
like an orchestra and a symphony,
like paper and pencil,
like a carnival and a ferris wheel,
like bread and butter,
like a fish and the water.
You two are better together.
Working as one, serving together.
Like a flower in a summer's day,
like the sunlight in a rainy day,
like a small tree in the forest,
like a sunset in the bay,
like a star in the night sky,
like a blossom in May.
You two are better together.
You look beautiful together.
Untitled Emotions
I just can't explain how I feel.
That one night seems so unreal.
It's like a dream that came true.
I've always thought I'll never be with you.
But you see, I made it.
I made it to you.
I wasn't weak.
I am strong.
Though I've always wanted you to be my sanctuary.
I want to run to you and say please save me.
But now, I've realized that you're a goal.
Maybe the wrong one, but could be the right one.
This is so unexplainable.
You left me speechless, adorable.
Overwhelmed, I just can't breathe.
A very deep sigh, a day after we meet.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
The feeling I've always wanted
This is the feeling I've always wanted.
To sing my heart out, to be unhaunted.
To be enlighten, not unwritten.
To be delighted, not disappointed.
This is the feeling I've always wanted.
To hold the world with my own hands.
To feel the magic of a feathered wand.
To see what's invisible to other's eyes.
To do the impossible, fly the sky.
The Signs of Time
Thank God. Now, I got the sign.
Won't fight for something,
not meant to be mine.
Won't fight for you baby,
I'm already tired to whine.
Won't ask any question,
will never ask you "why."
So so tired of waiting,
it's useless to cry.
I've ended the darkness,
I'll open all the lights.
I'll end all the drama,
gonna live life to its fullest.
I'll soar up higher sweetheart.
You know I love you, but this is good bye.
Two Strangers
Two strangers from two distant worlds.
Swaying to the rhythm of love.
A world wide awake surrounded both.
Minds are rhyming, eyes are roaming.
Heart felt mutual. Hearts are bold.
Dared to speak, destroyed the walls.
Revealed the unknown, prepared a show.
Danced with the wind, conversed in the cold.
Lights and music and shimmering gold.
Every beat was a memory.
Every move was exemplary.
Every word seems like forever.
Wishing time will end never.
Swaying to the rhythm of love.
Holding hands, we're close enough.
All the smiles and all the gazes.
This is a happily ever after.
Two strangers of distant worlds once.
One night dominated by dance.
A fairy tale, a flower and a crown.
Love and magic filled the town.
Summer Morning
Good morning sweetheart!
Time to wake up.
Open your eyes wide enough.
See the world as a better place.
Lighten your day with the lovely rays.
Feel the warmth of the radiant sun.
Feel the happiness of the summer season.
The winter love has passed away,
the snow, the dullness and all the gray.
See the grass as they grow green.
Look at life as a different scene.
Ready for More
Now, I'm ready for more.
Will you be at my door?
Gonna make you so proud.
I'll be the best in the crowd.
Then. I'll shout to the world.
That you are my world.
Will you just take my hand?
From the skies to the land.
We'll gonna reach for the stars.
You know, we'll get that far.
We'll dive deep in the sea.
Get all the treasure we see.
We'll gonna conquer the world.
We won't even say a word.
You'll be the king of the night.
Then, I'll be the queen of your life.
If only you'll just take my hand.
Then, life won't gonna end.
All these things will come true.
You know, all I dream is you.
Iisang Ikaw
Buntong-hininga
Natutulala
Para bang kay bigat ng dala-dala.
Buntong-hininga
Natutulala
Lagi na lang ikaw ang naaalala.
Iisang ikaw lang naman
ang nais ko...
Iisang ikaw lang naman
ang pangarap ko...
Bakit hindi makuha?
Kahit humiling sa tala.
Di na mapigilang luha.
Nagtatanong na kay Bathala.
Iisang ikaw lang naman
ang gusto kong makita.
Iisang ikaw lang naman
ang nais makasama.
Bakit di pagbigyan?
Kahit sa panaginip lang.
Pag-ibig na inaasam.
Ikaw lang ang kasagutan.
UPCB
Isang kanlungan pagkatapos ng isang maghapong puno ng kapaguran.
Isang hantungan ng lahat ng ngiti at masayang tawanan.
Isang sandalan sa gitna ng lahat ng kabagabagan.
Isang tahanang tanglaw sa gitna ng kadiliman.
Hindi ang lugar ng tambayan, kundi ang alaala ng masayang kwentuhan,
ang nagbibigay kulay sa isang hapon sa tambayan.
Samahan pa ng matatamis na ngitian at walang sawang kulitan,
ano pa nga ba ang tatalo sa mabuting samahan.
UPCB, isang liwanag na sa kadilima'y di maikukubli.
Aalalay, aagapay hanggang sa huli.
I just LOVE UPCB.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito
Bakit ako naghahanap ng direksyon kung hindi naman ako naliligaw?
Bakit ako malilito kung buo naman ang isip ko?
Bakit iba ang nadarama sa dapat kong madama?
Bakit mas nahihirapan kung kailan dapat maligayahan?
Bakit hanggang ngayon bakit pa din ang tanong ko?
Isang Taon Pa
Isang taon pa.
Bigyan mo pa ako ng isang taon.
Isang taong palugit,
mag-aantay na magbago ang ihip.
Nagbabaka-sakali, kung saka-sakali.
Hindi ako tatakbong palayo,
lalakad lang ako at parating lilingon.
Umaasa pa din, kahit talagang wala na.
Pero wag kang mag-alala,
di naman pipilitin na bumalik ka pa.
Umaasa lang sa wala,
baka sakaling pagbigyan ng tadhana.
Kung isip mo'y magbago,
maaari bang tandaan mo.
May isang taon pa akong
handang maghintay sayo.
Kaya kung saka-sakaling
magbago man ang isip.
Bumalik man sa dati ang ihip ng hangin.
Lumingon ka lang, isang dipa lang ang pagitan.
Abot-kamay kung ako'y iyong pangarap.
Ikaw naman parang talang kay layo sa hinagap.
Isang lingon mo lang, abot kamay mo na ako.
Lumipad man ako, titig mo pa din ay kaylayo.
Heto
Heto na naman ako.
Payakap-yakap sa teddy bear na bigay mo.
Antay ng antay sa PM mo.
Kahit ano, kumpletuhin mo lang ang gabi ko.
Ilang araw na akong ganito.
Lagi nilang ambigat ng puso ko.
Ikaw kasi eh, bakit ba nakakamiss ka?
Kahit ayoko, wala akong magawa.
Pero alam mo ba,
kapag nagkakausap tayo,
gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko,
para bang ang saya ko.
Sa bawat pagpikit ng aking mata,
ikaw lagi ang aking nakikita.
Lagi kitang naiisip.Di na ako mapakali,
gustong gusto na kita makita uli.
Minsan napapadaydream pa ko,
yayakapin kita tapos matutuwa ka.
Sana nga ganun na lang,
sana ganun lang kadali.
Iniisip ko din, iniisip mo din kaya ako?
Nababatid mo ba mga pahiwatig ko?
Nararamdaman mo kaya.
Ramdam mo bang mahal pa kita?
Pasensya na. Ngayon ko lang nalaman.
Ang hirap palang umasa, ang hirap.
Ang hirap ding mangarap, hay.
Wala kasi akong lakas ng loob.
Natatakot akong baka mapahiya lang ako.
Lalo na kapag sinabi ko na ikaw ang gusto ko.
Gusto kong humingi ng tawad sayo.
Gusto kong itama lahat ng maling nagawa ko.
Alam ko, mahirap ang magkalayo.
Kaya nga kita nagawang iwan noon.
Kasi nahihirapan akong di kita nakikita araw-araw.
Akala ko, pag nawala ka, mas madali.
Pero mali. Hindi din naging madali.
Mahirap pa din. Masakit tanggapin.
Siguro nga ganun talaga.
Walang pag-ibig na madaling makuha.
Nga pala, bago ko malimutan.
Gusto kong malaman mo,
miss na miss na kita,
gusto kong ibalik yung dati.
At sana, mabasa mo ito.
Umaasa na naman ako,
kahit alam kong tadhana lang,
ang magdadala sayo sa tulang ito.
Poem 110
I learned from my past.
Now, I'm taking the chance.
Say, you'll be my last.
But there hinders the distance.
Poem 109
I lack the words to say.
I've got no money to pay.
I want to make your day.
But hey, you say, go away.
Poem 108
Life goes on and so do we.
Do we go back to where we used to be?
The world is round, the circle is a cycle.
Infinitely, we'll be moving like a particle.
Bouncing back and forth. No directions.
Moving up and down. Full of vibrations.
Feel the rhythm. Feel the beat.
Dance. Dance. Dance with me.
Poems 107
I'll just draw flowers instead of hearts.
Smile to everyone than cry out loud.
Be someone better than bury in pain.
Help others improve than hate the world and hide in vain.
Poem 106
My second thoughts are killing me.
Sleep is taking away my consciousness.
Letters are filling every space in my eyes.
And you keep on dominating my mind.
Poems 105
For tears we never know,
it might be joy,
it might be sorrow.
You'll see a smile, or
you'll see a frown.
You'll see me high, or
you'll see me down.
Poem 104
Days and nights have gone by.
Sun and rain have gone dry.
Summer came and come what may,
it buried deeply without pain.
Poem 103
I am dead.
I am dead.
No.
Give, and you'll be remembered.
I am dead.
I am dead.
Yes.
Physically murdered.
Poems 102
Why do we cry?
We don't know why.
But within us, truth lies.
Oh yes, truth lies.
Poem 101
I draw lines,
I hear rhymes,
I see tears,
I feel fears.
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